I can’t keep staring at your mouth without wondering how it tastes… I know the shape of your hands because I watch them when you talk and I know the shape of your body ‘cause I watch it when you walk and I want to know it all, but I’m giving you the lead…so go on, go on and take it.
(Somehow, I knew this would be the first one anyone chose.)
Dear girl I (apparently) hate,
I wish it weren’t like this. I know I
told you that you’re abhorrent and I still, I guess, do… think that… but, I rarely think about you, or what you did, or why you did what you did. Hate is a strong word. I try not to use it. I do hate your previous actions, but eventually they just wont matter anymore. That is the beauty of life.
P.S. To all those that may be disappointed by the fact that this isn’t about them: I apologize. I don’t like to waste my time with petty things like hatred. It is poisonous and makes you an ugly person (where it matters most).
“I may sound old-fashioned, but I want to think all women should be treated like I want my wife, daughters, and granddaughters to be treated. I notice today that good manners—like standing up when a woman enters the room, helping a woman with her coat, letting her enter an elevator first, taking her arm to cross the street—are sometimes considered unnecessary or a throwback. These are habits I could never break, nor would I want to. I realize today a lot more women are taking care of themselves than in the past, but no woman is offended by politeness.”—
- I want my man to think like so ! & if I argue it, snap, and do it regardless… that’s just so much sexier.
Just a litt constructive criticism: Try not to say um and so yeah and things of that nature as much. It makes you seem unprepared. Also, try to be more confident. You are a pretty girl and you have the floor so speak up and be engaging. Just a thought
In regards to the vlogs, I am/have been generally unprepared for them, which is why I didn’t do one last week. I’m trying to put a little more thought/organization into the whole thing and it takes up much more time than I anticipated. Thank you for this though, I actually really appreciate constructive criticism. :)
“if you want to hold my hand and no one elses. if you want to sleep next to me and no one else. if you promise not to compromise your honesty to spare my feelings. if you think you can handle how fucked up my life is. if you want to be the guy standing next to me. if i give you the warm and fuzzies. if you miss me the minute i turn to walk away. if you wanna kiss me (and no one else). if you think it will work. if you can make promises and keep them. if you can not take me for granted. if you think your imagination can stand to lose the mysterious essence of what you think i’m like, and who i actually am. if you can deal with the fact that i’m a lot to handle when i open up, and chances are i’ll never give you a chance to catch up, then i say yes. i’ll be your girlfriend.”— Myself, 2010. Relationship Qualification List
“I don’t want people to matter to me too much. Sometimes it hurts too much to think about them. Ones you love who don’t love you, ones who are dead or hate you, ones who you think about but never get to be with. I like people but when I get too close, it fucks me up and I can’t get things done.”—Henry Rollins (via dreamendswithyou)
“I see the truth as my shield. As long as I tell the truth, I feel that nobody can touch me. I can’t really explain it, but I feel as long as I tell them my dark sides, there is nothing they can dig up. If I don’t hide anything, there is nothing to be scared of.”—Henry Rollins. (via heyisdeedeehome)
because some creeper from okcupid* was getting way too personal watching videos/reading my blog.
guys (and girls, i guess), if you’re going to be a creep: don’t be the sort of creep that tries to pry into my life. i don’t post things on the internet so that you’ll have an “in” when it comes to making conversation with me.
also, this has made me re-evaluate how open i actually am to complete strangers, as anyone could be reading or following this and other various sites. so, expect a lot less, i guess. i’m just way too creeped out.
*also, as far as being open, you all now know i have an okcupid account. whatever, it’s not like i even use it. i just like the questions/quizzes.